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| via keepcalm-o-matic |
No, I had never been a winner before, literally. I had never been in a competition and won any prize, medal or trophy. But I know that I'm heading to that direction in life. I am going to be a winner in my own race of life. What I learn about it, is that the process is like a military training and it needs a very determined mind and effort to really come out as a winner.
I had been in my comfort zone all my life, surrounded by friends and family who love and support me. But now I'm entering a phase in my life where no friend is around. I learn that to really win and stand out among others, I have to do it all alone because the peak is narrowing and not all people could climb up as high. Not everyone is allowed up there; only the chosen one(s) could.
The newest thing that I learn recently is that people will always try to bring you down, or to hitchhike on our back to get to the top (and not appreciating process) while we are working our own way to win. I learn that not only acquaintances could do that, but also (the person who you thought as) your best friend, too. This had shaken me so hard, to learn the fact that not all people could accept your brilliance.
Well, this is another lesson I learned that people tend to underestimate our abilities, will use the good relationship to get more from us. Honestly, I don't mind helping people, I love doing it. But people really need to appreciate more and respect others. I think a true friend will respect and support me more and will never use me for any cause. Don't you agree?
Note to self:
"Your lack of respect for others will make others respect you less."
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| via lovethispic |
I had been shutting down myself for some time now, sorry for my absence. Something beyond greatness is coming up, hopefully soon enough. But on its way, bad things are coming your way, like the rain, thunder, storm, tornado and hurricane that come altogether in the dark of night before the sunrise and rainbow. It's just that the hardest time in my life is happening right now, but I am struggling my best to keep breathing.
But while I'm fighting my own demons of insecurity, anxiousness, felt rejection and fear of being unloved, having trauma of being left off screwing my mind in even my most vulnerable moment, there's this man I hurt and pushed away, loving me even more, being patient for staying and keep believing in me. What a great love he had given me--I just can't thank God more of this Virgo in my fragile Pisces life. <3
His love had injected a great strength in me and I know now, no matter how hard it will be from now on--which it definitely will--everything's gonna be okay and shouldn't worry. I really am so blessed, so loved and I know I will survive this one, too. One thing that I learn here: If you're a Pisces then you have to trust a Virgo. They set a ground for you to step on this real world so you get out of your imagination and shine on.
Thank you, baby :)
Note to self:
"Nothing worth it comes easy. And with great power, comes great responsibility. Just hold on and have faith. Believe!"
