HELL YEAH BABY!
I'm done. Done with the interior design for Business School's Library, with periodical consultations with lecturers, with the sleepless nights, with the previews and final court, with printing and plotting, done with all the tiring days. Done with A grade.
It’s all done. I have S.Sn. degree behind my name now. Yipee-ka-yay!!
Now, I’m enjoying my retirement of being a student. I still have reports to be done but it’s so much better than the last semester’s struggle to finish the design. I still have to make portfolio to apply for a job, but once again, it can be done without being stressed.
And I’m simply happy. My relationship with my family, friends, and lover are great. Now I can manage time and priority for them all without abandoning my tasks, and I feel happy to be balance with them. I’m back to the social world (which I think I left it since a year ago).
But I’m still confused with my future. Whether I’ll stick in interior-architectural business, concentrating on my unfinished novel, or try new world of public relation/journalistic/others. Maybe I’ll stay stick with the interior thing for a while.
And I’m confused with which city will I live in next. It depends on which company would hire me: Jakarta, Bandung, or Bali.
So now I’m gonna finish all the things necessarily be done here in Bandung, prepare for my future, and enjoy life.
On one episode of Heroes series, Mr. Linderman asked Nathan Petrelli whether he wanted a meaning life or happy life. He said it can’t be done both. If you want a happy life, you have to live in present time. Don’t stick to the past or worry the future. But when you want a meaning life, you have to evaluate the past and make plans to achieve the future. So you can not live in present time.
You know what? Meaning life sounds great to have, but to feel joy and grateful, we have to live in the present, enjoy it, be grateful, forgive-and-forget, and let all flow. Doesn’t mean we have to follow the current, cuz only dead fish do that (quote taken from Chicken Soup for Teenage Soul), we also have to have plan and principles. But let God do all the rest, let His hands take care of everything. We have to believe in Him (don’t forget to pray!) and work for what He tells us. Trust me, He’ll give us everything we need just in time.
He never goes wrong. But the problem is, we people are granted with the Free-Will. This make us free to decide what to do, to choose, to avoid in live. So how can His plan happen to us—if we do/choose/avoid the wrong things? I dunno about this, but I believe that whether we did/chose/avoided that wrong options, He’ll give us the best He already prepared for us eventually.
No regret, no worry. Just be grateful.
Can we live like this all the time in this world? I hope I can, and as long as I’m strong, I’ll help you, too, to live like this.
